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Calling Bosendorfer

by Nathan Fivecoate

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To hear weeping fall like music from a father's lips: "O Absalom my son!" To search to understand in vertigo, to run across a barren mind with a fading purple sky to your own river separating North from South; a divided kingdom. Sobs sounds across borders like the bellows of livestock that bleat longingly across a pasture. They lament their own who crossed over the boundary: those taken by kingship lust or crocodiles, those riding, captured, hung in trees, those devoured, put to pieces, leaving only red rivers behind. --lyrics by Bryan Runck
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One night I went to sleep Thinking about my sins There's a lot of "no" in me So hard to take it in. I sought help so I can be A better person than I've been Truth is, I'm so stubborn Don't feel safe to take a risk. Truth is, He can't change my heart Unless I let Him in And I won't have life to the full Unless I stop my sin. In the Book, He says "Where were you When I made heav'n and earth? Can you tell the storm 'get lost' Or make a cow give birth?" Truth is, I have no such power And I dare not presume That I've no sin, nor do I get To justify myself. Truth is, my heart needs to change And quit my foolish ways But first I need to see it's there Through my self-wrought malaise. I will not sit back And let you beat on me I have every right, like you, To fight for my rights, too. You will not talk to me the same As you have talked to him Yes, he's got issues, plain as day But you scare me more than him. I'd say you're why I live in sin But I know that's not true My sin is mine, and yours is yours But what about me and you? Are we cool? I need to know 'Cause frankly, I really don't I hope you're in, 'cause I want to be What stops me is your "won't." I'm seeking help, so I can be A better person than I've been But part is that I need you To be better than you've been Too.
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The Walls 03:26
Three years since then I've laid up brick on brick To hold you out, Strong bricks of common sense, And laid on thick The mortar, doubt. I do not know which treacher part of me left you this hole: Perhaps my fear, my gullibility, perhaps my soul. And now I fix a heavy iron grate across the gap, Setting thin bars of conscience as a gate, which yearn to... Snap.
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Name 05:02
verse 1 I can’t even begin to imagine What goes into naming our children Our beliefs, our likes, our dear ones. Some have normal names, some have funny names Some have pretty and, well, not-so-pretty names And your name, well it caught me by surprise. chorus 1 I couldn’t guess what your name was It could’ve been anything I could’ve named you better I could’ve named you better. verse 2 I’m not sure what to think of all this After all, what’s in a name? Vowels, consonants, syllables. Some names come with preconceived notions Other names come with nothing at all And some change their names because of all that. chorus 2 It’s such a shame that you lived with it It could’ve been for anything I know you deserved better than all that You deserved better. bridge What’s the quote? “A rose by any other name…” Eh, I can’t plagiarize, it’s wrong and not my thing. All that matter is you get what I’m saying. verse 3 You don’t have to be ashamed of your name Certainly not around me. I won’t condemn you, I won’t ignore you I won’t exclude you, nor will I bother you No, I like you because of who you are Because of who you are. chorus 3 It doesn’t matter what your name is You could’ve been called anything Heck, I’ll think your name is the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest.
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verse 1 I’m just tired No matter how hard I try I just can’t let this go And believe me, I’ve tried My dreams are going to naught And it seems the easiest dreams Are the ones that are the furthest away chorus How much longer must I do my work to prove that I’m capable? How much more do I need to grow to show that I’m ready? verse 2 I’m just worn All the thoughts in my head they just won’t go away Even when I catch them And my strength is going to naught And it seems the easiest things Are the ones that are the hardest to do chorus How much longer must I fight the fight until the war is won? How much more do I need to wear The armor of truth and justice? How much longer can I do my work to prove that I’m capable? How much more do I need to grow to show that I’m ready? Bridge When I first stepped into the fight I was a broken wounded child When I first stepped into the fight I could not control my mind
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Sunken 03:27
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The Battle 05:43
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About the album name:
One of my favorite pianos of all time -- and one that I would love to play someday (and maybe even own if it were to become possible) is the famous Bosendorfer Model 290 Imperial Grand Piano, with a full 8-octave range, going from the same top C that is on current mainstream pianos, down to a C below the A that is the standard bottom note on most pianos, for a total of 97 keys. *A side note: Stuart & Sons, based in Australia, has more recently set the new record with 108 keys on its "Big Beleura" model. (In my opinion, based on videos I've heard, while the bass notes below A still have much value, the high-stratosphere treble notes above the standard top-C lose their sound very quickly above that note. So I don't think I would find much value in having extra notes on top.)

As for the photo name: I once wrote a series of short stories that included a character named "Bosendorfer," and I used this album's photo as a picture in that story to illustrate another character preparing to call the character named "Bosendorfer" on the phone. Fun note: the fact that a flip phone is used can approximately date when this story was written.

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released December 19, 2020

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