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I Saw It All From A Little Plane

by Nathan Fivecoate

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verse 1 Ministry, that’s my history, I’m so finicky, I suppose. Saturday, I just gotta make her day, nothing to it What to say, I don’t know. What, I make it glamorous? Say, does she feel amorous? I don’t know, can I do it? Take it slow, guess I have to. I don’t know what’s real. verse 2 Niagara Falls, just so wonderful, majesty and peace. Yes, God’s ways are higher ways and my ways don’t make sense. I saw it all from a little plane The bends in the roads and the cross roads. But the cars and trucks, they just don’t have a clue Where they’re going, what they do. bridge First step is surrender Second step, there’s a higher power Third step is to give your life to Him. Fourth step is to look at yourself Fifth step is confessing your sins Sixth step, make yourself ready to be changed. Seventh step asks God “change me now!” Eighth step says, “I apologize!” Ninth step, swallow your pride and make it right. Tenth step, make a life of this Eleventh step, pray to do God’s will Twelfth step, carry this message out, Carry it out, this is ministry. verse 3 Ministry, it’s a mystery, but it’s my history, you know. Got a dream, it’s more than fantasy Gotta stay in reality, gotta grow. What, I’m really not crazy? Say, this doesn’t faze me. I don’t know, can I do it? I’ve no clue what I’m doing That’s ok.
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verse 1 Back in the day when life was carefree We used to play ’til we had our fill With hardly a care in the world Back in the spring we would play ball outside Ride bikes and play games and improvise songs Time would fly and time would stand still Everywhere we traveled we had a grand old time Every day we hung, everything else went away Never saw, never knew what real life was like We were protected in a world of bliss. verse 2 Back in the day when life was safe We went to school and then went straight home All day long, all year long Back in the summer we always had a place Our homes, parks, and churches, filled with things to do Life was fair, and life was good Everywhere we went, we had someone with us Every day we knew nothing bad would come Never saw, never knew what life was really like We were protected in a world of bliss. bridge We never saw We never knew We were protected In a world of bliss. verse 3 Back in the day it was a different world We never saw the things that bothered adults None of their cares, worries, or brokenness But in the fall we could tell something was up And in the winter we finally saw it all We grew up and the world changed Everywhere we went, all the problems came to us They said, “now it’s your turn, clean up our mess” Never thought, never knew that this would be We were protected in a world of bliss.
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verse 1 I want to get you out of my mind (or do I want to keep you?) I wish you would stop wasting my time (but what else would I do?) chorus I know it’s crazy I can’t decide to have you or to lose you But somehow I’ve been drugged inside I can’t perceive or think to. verse 2 You should know it’s marvelous when I want And I don’t second-guess myself It’s the best thing in existence To have you there on my shelf. But then I think, no, you don’t care And all my thoughts are now for naught You’re taken, disinterested, or couldn’t bear The thought of me in your life. chorus bridge I’m sick of signals, sick of games, Sick of faulty crappy mindsets. No more assumptions, lies, and names That you’ve given to these upsets. verse 3 I know it’s crazy I can’t decide To have you or to lose you But somehow I’ve been drugged inside I can’t perceive or think to. I want this one way or another But none of this limbo of not-knowing. You’d think it’s easy to just ask But our communication just ain’t growing. chorus Can we be friends? The heck I care All I’ll know is wanting you. You’re just a phantom inside my head I wanted you to stay, now I want you to go. Say no and I’ll drop off here. Just say no. Just say go, and I’ll drop off here, I’ll go. I won’t ever come back. coda I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye To all the crap that you have brought. I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye To all the lust that owns my life. I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye To all the life that you have robbed. I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye To all the death that you have caused. I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye.
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My Own Man 05:12
verse 1 There’s a man I tried to save He was broken, tortured, and alone I did what I could to take care of him Just so that he would be OK chorus 1 I tried to I tried to I tried I tried to. verse 2 I didn’t know what it did to me I was living through his needs And when bad things happened, it hurt twice as much Owned my life til I realized chorus 2 I can’t do it I can’t do it I can’t do it I can’t do it. bridge I’m not doing this anymore! verse 3 I’m not helpless. I am not alone I’m not doomed because of how I’ve lived I’ve got dreams because God says I can And he says he’ll see them through, ‘cause chorus 3 I’m my own man I’m my own man I’m my own man I’m my own man!
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Rocky Road 05:32
verse 1 What’s that? You look worried. What’s that? You keep turning around. What’s that? Trying to get approval from the girl and from the boss. Turn back. Stop running away. Turn back. Face your fear and stand your ground. Don’t let others run your life. verse 2 Back then, you were bullied a lot. Back then, you got in trouble a lot. At home no one asked how you were today. And now demons are chasing you around, Never letting up on you. Here is where you cry for help. verse 3 It’s a, it’s a rocky road we’re on From the shadows of our past. Had to fight for everything. And it stays with you ’til you deal with it, Do some soul-searching, Decide to have life beyond your wildest dreams. coda Rocky road, it’s a rocky road Wildest dreams, life beyond your wildest dreams.
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Name 05:02
verse 1 I can’t even begin to imagine What goes into naming our children Our beliefs, our likes, our dear ones. Some have normal names, some have funny names Some have pretty and, well, not-so-pretty names And your name, well it caught me by surprise. chorus 1 I couldn’t guess what your name was It could’ve been anything I could’ve named you better I could’ve named you better. verse 2 I’m not sure what to think of all this After all, what’s in a name? Vowels, consonants, syllables. Some names come with preconceived notions Other names come with nothing at all And some change their names because of all that. chorus 2 It’s such a shame that you lived with it It could’ve been for anything I know you deserved better than all that You deserved better. bridge What’s the quote? “A rose by any other name…” Eh, I can’t plagiarize, it’s wrong and not my thing. All that matter is you get what I’m saying. verse 3 You don’t have to be ashamed of your name Certainly not around me. I won’t condemn you, I won’t ignore you I won’t exclude you, nor will I bother you No, I like you because of who you are Because of who you are. chorus 3 It doesn’t matter what your name is You could’ve been called anything Heck, I’ll think your name is the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest I’ll think your name’s the greatest.
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Colorado 02:18
verse 1 When I took my epic trip Flew to Denver, bussed to Fort C Two hours later, crossed the border to better places Only to never return again Don’t know what I was thinking. verse 2 I passed through on my way out west Chasing dreams that were not for real Little did I know about my heart It had a lot of healing to do Wasn’t in the right place. bridge Now I am feeling a tug to make a visit Now when I go, I’ll stay longer I can’t explain this feeling to go back there But I know that I am ready to dive right in. verse 3 I’m saying yes to this Even though I don’t know what I’d do I don’t even know where I would go There’s no one I know and no other reason I’d go Than to take a leap of faith Colorado.
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about

I’m beginning to see how the philosophy “like fine wine” applies to much of my music, particularly when it comes to releasing it in album form. This specific album is very much anecdotal, taking snapshots of different observations of my experience of life around me in different seasons. Like with previous albums, there is a sense in which I’m doing yet another “purge” (i.e. sharing music with others that I’ve kept to myself for a time). As of the release of this album, I’m excited about the future. I’m allowing for the fact that I don’t know all of what it entails, but I do have an excitement in regards to some life goals that I am pushing forward to attain.

There is a distinct theme throughout the album, most clearly defined in the second track, “Ministry, My History.” It speaks to what most of humanity wants (if not all). It is this particular theme that once prompted me to dive headfirst into the deep headwaters of my mind, heart, and story. I was determined — and still am — to not be the person who never even scratches the surface of realizing his or her dreams, let alone God’s plans for his or her life.

About the title:

Like every other album that I’ve ever titled, I’m never 100% sure if the title I select is the right one. “Fading Purple Sky,” “Not Just Salvation But Recovery,” “Cairns,” … I knew that I wanted the title to be from a line from the lyrics of one of the songs. I settled on “I Saw It All From A Little Plane,” because it captured visually a metaphorical perspective of what a journey can look like when one can see the road in front for miles, which is not the case most of the time.

A few more words about this album:

1.) This album is meant to be performed and listened to in the secular sector. A number of the songs do reference God, in adherence to my belief and faith in Him (and in Jesus, and the Holy Spirit, etc). The arc of this story doesn’t turn out the way it does without Him. But, these songs in themselves are marketplace songs, and not songs that would be sung in a church. Several of them even had swear words in their original drafts. (And I won’t rule out bringing them back if it feels right.) But, these songs are also meant to encourage, and I hope that the messages of the songs lifts up each person who listens to them.

2.) The order of the music in this album follows the development over time of the theme I mentioned about earlier. The pieces are partially chronological, although more so in spirit than in technicality. “Ministry, My History,” which I consider the title song, was also the most-recently-written song, first in 2016 and then amended in 2018. “World of Bliss," while written in 2015, was originally conceived in 2001 as part of a larger musical project with my childhood best friend, and in its spirit, predates every other song. Beyond that, however, the larger story arc begins in 2010, when I first wrote “To Have You Or To Lose You / Goodbye Lust” and then moves forward from there, especially as I dove headfirst into my mind, heart, and story, and discovered other gems that had led me to be the way I was by the time I was 25.

3.) In the latter stages of putting this album together, I decided to throw in three piano improvisations I recorded in September 2017, all within 3-4 days of one another. As the album theme started taking shape I considered different songs and tossed out a few that didn’t seem to fit. I recalled how I set up the album order for “Fading Purple Sky,” which I released in 2010, had a mix of songs and piano improvisations and saw that this setup could work again.

In the individual tracks, I will share more of the stories of how each song or piece came to be.

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released August 18, 2018

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