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Ministry, My History
05:58
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verse 1
Ministry, that’s my history, I’m so finicky, I suppose.
Saturday, I just gotta make her day, nothing to it
What to say, I don’t know.
What, I make it glamorous?
Say, does she feel amorous?
I don’t know, can I do it?
Take it slow, guess I have to.
I don’t know what’s real.
verse 2
Niagara Falls, just so wonderful, majesty and peace.
Yes, God’s ways are higher ways and my ways don’t make sense.
I saw it all from a little plane
The bends in the roads and the cross roads.
But the cars and trucks, they just don’t have a clue
Where they’re going, what they do.
bridge
First step is surrender
Second step, there’s a higher power
Third step is to give your life to Him.
Fourth step is to look at yourself
Fifth step is confessing your sins
Sixth step, make yourself ready to be changed.
Seventh step asks God “change me now!”
Eighth step says, “I apologize!”
Ninth step, swallow your pride and make it right.
Tenth step, make a life of this
Eleventh step, pray to do God’s will
Twelfth step, carry this message out,
Carry it out, this is ministry.
verse 3
Ministry, it’s a mystery, but it’s my history, you know.
Got a dream, it’s more than fantasy
Gotta stay in reality, gotta grow.
What, I’m really not crazy?
Say, this doesn’t faze me.
I don’t know, can I do it?
I’ve no clue what I’m doing
That’s ok.
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World of Bliss
04:03
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verse 1
Back in the day when life was carefree
We used to play ’til we had our fill
With hardly a care in the world
Back in the spring we would play ball outside
Ride bikes and play games and improvise songs
Time would fly and time would stand still
Everywhere we traveled we had a grand old time
Every day we hung, everything else went away
Never saw, never knew what real life was like
We were protected in a world of bliss.
verse 2
Back in the day when life was safe
We went to school and then went straight home
All day long, all year long
Back in the summer we always had a place
Our homes, parks, and churches, filled with things to do
Life was fair, and life was good
Everywhere we went, we had someone with us
Every day we knew nothing bad would come
Never saw, never knew what life was really like
We were protected in a world of bliss.
bridge
We never saw
We never knew
We were protected
In a world of bliss.
verse 3
Back in the day it was a different world
We never saw the things that bothered adults
None of their cares, worries, or brokenness
But in the fall we could tell something was up
And in the winter we finally saw it all
We grew up and the world changed
Everywhere we went, all the problems came to us
They said, “now it’s your turn, clean up our mess”
Never thought, never knew that this would be
We were protected in a world of bliss.
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verse 1
I want to get you out of my mind
(or do I want to keep you?)
I wish you would stop wasting my time
(but what else would I do?)
chorus
I know it’s crazy I can’t decide to have you or to lose you
But somehow I’ve been drugged inside
I can’t perceive or think to.
verse 2
You should know it’s marvelous when I want
And I don’t second-guess myself
It’s the best thing in existence
To have you there on my shelf.
But then I think, no, you don’t care
And all my thoughts are now for naught
You’re taken, disinterested, or couldn’t bear
The thought of me in your life.
chorus
bridge
I’m sick of signals, sick of games,
Sick of faulty crappy mindsets.
No more assumptions, lies, and names
That you’ve given to these upsets.
verse 3
I know it’s crazy I can’t decide
To have you or to lose you
But somehow I’ve been drugged inside
I can’t perceive or think to.
I want this one way or another
But none of this limbo of not-knowing.
You’d think it’s easy to just ask
But our communication just ain’t growing.
chorus
Can we be friends? The heck I care
All I’ll know is wanting you.
You’re just a phantom inside my head
I wanted you to stay, now I want you to go.
Say no and I’ll drop off here. Just say no.
Just say go, and I’ll drop off here, I’ll go.
I won’t ever come back.
coda
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
To all the crap that you have brought.
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
To all the lust that owns my life.
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
To all the life that you have robbed.
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
To all the death that you have caused.
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye
I’m saying goodbye, I’m saying goodbye.
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My Own Man
05:12
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verse 1
There’s a man I tried to save
He was broken, tortured, and alone
I did what I could to take care of him
Just so that he would be OK
chorus 1
I tried to
I tried to
I tried
I tried to.
verse 2
I didn’t know what it did to me
I was living through his needs
And when bad things happened, it hurt twice as much
Owned my life til I realized
chorus 2
I can’t do it
I can’t do it
I can’t do it
I can’t do it.
bridge
I’m not doing this anymore!
verse 3
I’m not helpless. I am not alone
I’m not doomed because of how I’ve lived
I’ve got dreams because God says I can
And he says he’ll see them through, ‘cause
chorus 3
I’m my own man
I’m my own man
I’m my own man
I’m my own man!
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Rocky Road
05:32
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verse 1
What’s that? You look worried.
What’s that? You keep turning around.
What’s that? Trying to get approval from the girl and from the boss.
Turn back. Stop running away.
Turn back. Face your fear and stand your ground.
Don’t let others run your life.
verse 2
Back then, you were bullied a lot.
Back then, you got in trouble a lot.
At home no one asked how you were today.
And now demons are chasing you around,
Never letting up on you.
Here is where you cry for help.
verse 3
It’s a, it’s a rocky road we’re on
From the shadows of our past.
Had to fight for everything.
And it stays with you ’til you deal with it,
Do some soul-searching,
Decide to have life beyond your wildest dreams.
coda
Rocky road, it’s a rocky road
Wildest dreams, life beyond your wildest dreams.
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Name
05:02
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verse 1
I can’t even begin to imagine
What goes into naming our children
Our beliefs, our likes, our dear ones.
Some have normal names, some have funny names
Some have pretty and, well, not-so-pretty names
And your name, well it caught me by surprise.
chorus 1
I couldn’t guess what your name was
It could’ve been anything
I could’ve named you better
I could’ve named you better.
verse 2
I’m not sure what to think of all this
After all, what’s in a name?
Vowels, consonants, syllables.
Some names come with preconceived notions
Other names come with nothing at all
And some change their names because of all that.
chorus 2
It’s such a shame that you lived with it
It could’ve been for anything
I know you deserved better than all that
You deserved better.
bridge
What’s the quote? “A rose by any other name…”
Eh, I can’t plagiarize, it’s wrong and not my thing.
All that matter is you get what I’m saying.
verse 3
You don’t have to be ashamed of your name
Certainly not around me.
I won’t condemn you, I won’t ignore you
I won’t exclude you, nor will I bother you
No, I like you because of who you are
Because of who you are.
chorus 3
It doesn’t matter what your name is
You could’ve been called anything
Heck, I’ll think your name is the greatest
I’ll think your name’s the greatest
I’ll think your name’s the greatest
I’ll think your name’s the greatest.
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Colorado
02:18
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verse 1
When I took my epic trip
Flew to Denver, bussed to Fort C
Two hours later, crossed the border to better places
Only to never return again
Don’t know what I was thinking.
verse 2
I passed through on my way out west
Chasing dreams that were not for real
Little did I know about my heart
It had a lot of healing to do
Wasn’t in the right place.
bridge
Now I am feeling a tug to make a visit
Now when I go, I’ll stay longer
I can’t explain this feeling to go back there
But I know that I am ready to dive right in.
verse 3
I’m saying yes to this
Even though I don’t know what I’d do
I don’t even know where I would go
There’s no one I know and no other reason I’d go
Than to take a leap of faith
Colorado.
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